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| So I have this problem, I tend to like what I should not or cannot have. Why is it so common to fall in love with people we have never met? Sometimes we dream about them and somehow it feels so real you develop feelings that also aren't real. And then of course somehow you see their face, watch on interview, hear them sing, or see them act and you are just convinced that you would fall in love with them if you ever met them. Call me crazy but don't tell me you have never wanted to be with someone a famous person at least once in your life. I know I have fallen victim to these things and have even pictured myself with these people. I know call me weird but I am just being honest here, just one zoom in on their eyes and I am lost. Maybe it is just an eye thing, maybe it is just a tall thing, or a good dresser thing, or a good singer thing, or a good actor thing, maybe it is all in my head. Maybe it isn't real emotion at all, I have no idea. But I just wanted to say these are my three favorites right now. I can't seem to get them out of my head.
Adam Lambert from American Idol
Jared Leto from 30 Seconds to Mars
and Jared Padaleski from Supernatural
They seem to have a common theme Adam and Jared are both above 6'2, all have green blue eyes, Jared Leto and Adam are both amazing punk rock singers, all of them are amazing actors and have impectable dressing styles. Yet they are all so different all at the same time. It is so strange. I don't know maybe I am just rambling since this is where I does it. But hey just saying these are probably some of the three best looking people in my opinion that are still single. Haha that is the catcher.
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| Your Result 
Name:Riiko Wakaba
Age:15
Race:Human
Boyfriend:Zero Kiryu
Best Friend: Yuki Cross
Past:You're Yori Wakaba's sister. You had been at another school but had transfered to Cross Academy to be with your sister. Yori had introduced you to Yuki who had, in turn, introduced you to Zero. You two didn't exactly see eye to eye at first, what with you poking his tatoo with stuff to see if it was real and tagging along with Yuki at twilight. One night, yuo had woken up after being ill and was hungry. Forgetting about the whole curfew thing, you had left your dorm and crossed the grounds towards the kitchens, unaware that the shoes you'd quicly shoved on had untied shoelaces. Falling over, you slit your hand on a rock. Ofcourse, what with your luck, the first perosn to come across you was Hanabusa Aido. Need I say more? Just as Aido was getting ready to sink his fangs into your neck, Zero popped up and put the bloody rose gun to Aido's head, effectively distracting him enough for you to kick him where it hurts. After being told off by Zero, Yuki AND the Headmaster, you were offered a position as guardian. You accepted, and you and Zero grew closer. Eventually you found out his secret. He confides in you and stuff, eventually confiding his growing feeligns to you, which you reciprocated.
X~ What do they think of you? ~X
Kaname: A nice girl, a good guardian.
Ichijo:Riiko-chan's really nice. I talk to her when Kiryu isn't around.
Shiki:She's alright, very kind.
Rima:I haven't really spoken to her. I hear she's with that other violent guardian.
Aido:*pout* She's cute but Kiryu doesn't let her talk to me. He's so smothering, dunno how she can stand it myself.
Kain:Nice kid, good at her job.
Ruka:Don't really know her....
Yuki:My best friend! We can talk about everything! Im so happy for her and Zero.
Zero: *clears throat while blushing slightly* Riiko's a nice girl, I can tell her anything. I....I'm happy to have her....
Your Vampire Knight life [made with girls in mind....] Your Result 
Name: Ivy Shuzimia Age:N/A Race: Vampire Boyfriend:Kaname Kuran Best Friend: Akatsuki Kain Past:N/A X~ What do they think of you? ~X Kaname: Ivy's a very special girl. I hold her very dear and would do anything for her. Ichijo: Ivy-chan's great *grin* Although she doesn't really seem all that sociable, it's just cause she's shy around people. She's only really opened up to Kaname-sama and Kain-kun. I bet she's really nice once you get to know her. Shiki: *shrugs* She doesn't really talk all that much but she's very sweet. Rima:Ivy's really nice, we don't talk often but whenever we do she's always really sweet. Aido:*grin* She's fun to tease, though Kaname-sama gets mad. I really like Ivy. Kain:Me and Ivy are close. She's not at all shy, that's just the impression she gives. Ruka:*scowl* I really don't see why everyone's so fond of her. She doesn't even know who her family is! I honestly don't see why kaname-sama gives her such consideration! Yuki:Ivy-sempai's great! I was abit upset about her relationship with Kaname-sama at first but they're really happy together so I guess it's alright. She's comes across as kinda shy, but Ive heard her talking with kain and she's not shy at all! Zero:*shrugs* Just another leech [Qm:Isn't that abit hypocritical, Zero?] *scowls* [QM:....nevermind] Your Result 
Name:Talia Myaki Age:15 Race:Human Boyfriend:Takuma Ichijo Best Friend: Zero Kiryu Past: After your parents died when in a car accident, you were sent to live with your Grandmother. Your lifes aspiration is to become a psychiatrist, but as your Grandmother is quite poor, you didn't think you would be able to afford the school fees. That was until the Headmaster of Cross Academy offered you a scholarship to his school. When you arrived, it wasn't long before you were good friends with Yuki, who introduced you to Zero. As you weren't remotely interested in the Night Class, you and Zero became close. Two years later, you were in your third year at Cross Academy and were 15 years old.You and Zero were best friends, and you were working harder than ever to get the grades you needed to keep your scholarship. Something changed. You began to have strange dreams that were horribly realistic, and you felt a strange pull to Night Class member takuma Ichijo. [For rest of story, read Claimed by Shadow, this is merely an intro for it XD] X~ What do they think of you ~X Kaname Kuran: Talia is a lovely girl, and Ichijo is very lucky to have been able to overcome the....obstacles that stood in his way. Ive never seen him happier. Ichijo: *smile* Talia's amazing. I love her more than anything. Even after being together for so long, Im still finding out new things about. She's fascinating and Im glad she's so hotheaded or I doubt we'd be where we are now. Shiki: We've not really met, but Ichijo never stops going on about her. She must be quite a girl. Rima:I've heard of everything she had to go through, she must be really brave. Ichijo seems to really like her, so she must be really nice. Aido:*grins* We're pretty close. Talia-chans such a laugh! I'm glad those two worked everything out or she'd be all mopey. And a mopey Talia's no fun! Kain: Talia's a sweet girl, good to talk. Ruka: *shrugs* Just another dayclass girl. Don't really see what the big fuss is about. Yuki: Talia's one of my best friends! Im so happy for her and Ichijo-sempai! Zero:Talia's like a sister to me, though I think she'd be better with a human, she could of picked a worse vampire I guess. I've never met anyone so stubborn, yet nice with it. She's in a league of her own. X~ REAL STORY = CLAIMED BY SHADOW, READ IT XD ~X Your Result 
Name: Airi Hoshina Age:17 Race:vampire Boyfriend: Senri Shiki Best Friend: Toyah Rima [pretend that there aren't feelings between Shiki and Rima for the sake of this quiz XD] Past: Parents were killed by a pureblood who they had betrayed in a business deal. As a punishment, you were bitten and abandoned in a forest, god knows where. A child Rima found you and took you back to her home, where her parents took you in as their own. When Rima started Cross Academy, you went with her and met up with Shiki, who you had met a few times through Rima. You two got closer and, inevitably, you got together. X~ What do they think of you? ~X Kaname: Airi is a reclusive person. She keeps to Rima and Shiki, not really socializing much with the others, but theres no doubt she's a sweet girl. Ichijo: *smile* Im sure if she opened up abit more, we'd be great friends. Shiki:I love her, more than anything. She has a hard time trusting people, no wonder after what happened to her, but I kinda like that she confides in me so much. Rima: Like my sister, we couldn't be closer. I'd never let anything happen to her. Aido:She's no fun. Why is she so quiet anyway? [Only Rima, Shiki, Kaname and Headmaster Cross know about what happened to you] Kain:She's very quiet but it makes her kinda cute. Ruka: May aswell be a mute. I tried being nice to her but she didn't even answer me! Who the hell does she think she is?! Yuki:Hoshina-sempai seems very shy, though I guess I wouldn't really know as I haven't spoken to her. Zero:Another leech... Your Result 
Name: Akira Masago Age:15 Race:Human Boyfriend: Hanabusa Aido Best Friend: Takuma Ichijo Past:Normal life, mormal past. Nothing interesting ever really happened to you until you went to Cross Academy. X~ What they think of you ~X Kaname: A brave girl, I'll give her that. A very good influence on Aido too. Ichijo:My best friend! I love being around Akira, though I'm surprised she's with Aido. I would of thought Kain would be more her type. Shiki:Never really spoken to her... Rima: Me neither, though I've heard she's really..mellow. Aido:*grin* Akira's great! I really love her! She calms me down quite abit and doesn't get mad if I almost bite her, though she won't actually let me bite her. She smells good too XD Which is always a plus. Kain: A great girl, Aido's lucky to have her. Ruka:*shrugs* She's too...calm. Yuki:Akira's really nice, we talk sometimes in class, though how she puts up with Aido-sempai is beyond me, she deserves a medal. Zero:Akira's a smart girl, she should know better than to fraternize with a parasite, and that one aswell! Your Result 
Name:Yuri Yuutsuko Age:17 Race:Vampire Boyfriend: Akatsuki Kain Best Friend: Hanabusa Aido Past: You don't remember your human life, so.....[Think Alice Cullen minus the visions XD] X~ What do they think of you? ~X Kaname:Yuri's a nice girl, though abit obsessed with finding out her past. Sometimes some things are best left forgotten.... Ichijo:Yuri-chan's so funny! She never fails to make me laugh XD Shiki:Yuri's nice, though abit of a rebel. Rima:Like a female version of Aido, how she's with Kain is a mystery to me. Aido:*grin* My best friend and partner in crime! Kain:Yuri's very dear to me. I'm helping her dig up her past, though Im starting to think It would be better if she let it drop. I love her liveliness and mischevious side. Ruka:*glare* No comment! [Qm:She's been on the receiving end of your and Aido's pranks one too many times XD] Yuki:*smile* Yuri-sempai is hilarious! Zero:*lip quirks* Quite funny for a parasite... Ok | | |
| Her fingers moved gently across the black and white keys. She never felt more alive then when the beautiful notes filled the air. It made her feel ethereal, majestic, as if she were more graceful and time had no hold on her. She felt as though she could do anything in the world and that she was perfectly beautiful. Her fingers looked elegant, long and graceful as she would lift her fingers with the flowing melody as if she were acting out a grand play. Somehow she felt so regal and understood as if the piano could share her feelings who she truly was inside. A tale of sadness, of hurt, of love, of joy, of laughter, of peace, of findings, of understanding. As if the melancholy notes could convey how she was truly feeling inside. She didn't have to hide who she was or cover up who she was inside. It could tell a story in ways that words could not describe. It was an instrument of elegance, able to convey any emotion she was going through. She could come to the piano and play out what she was feeling in the pieces of music stacked high in the piano bench. How could she have ever forgotten how playing made her feel inside, that this was a part of herself that she had forgotten and hide away from the world. She could become an elegant composer as her fingers would tell the tales of her life.
Who is the piano player, it is me...
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| Here is a potential story beginning, I don't know if I will ever use it. Let me know what you think.
The keys moved smoothly under his fingertips, melancholy notes floated throughout the room seeming to be the whole world.
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| I know that no one really goes are here and that is why I choose to use this site for my personal writing. It was the one place where I felt inspire, the one place I felt I was talented, the one place where anything was possible, the one place where Rachel and I could go to make up a world better than our own, a place where nothing was impossible, we were the best writers in the world. I was so young then, I felt like I had all the time in the world, Rachel and I would conquer the world, we would change the world. She would be my best friend forever and nothing would change that. That is what I thought, I guess being 16 nothing seems like it will ever change. I had everything I thought I could ever want, but now looking back I still miss her so much. "Even though it's different now your still here somehow my heart won't let you go and I need you to know. I miss you, I miss you." It always reminds me of ATF because we had that song in the drama this year but I still wonder what would have been. I haven't been on here in so long, not so much since Rachel isn't on to talk to me anymore and converse of strange and adventurous tales. I do miss those times so very much. If only I could be a carefree child again, not grown up, not tough, not strong, not mature because of my hardships. I still feel it though on the outsides of my mind, I could break, but I won't. I know it won't do any good but sometimes I just want to sit and cry about her. Something I haven't done in a long time which makes me feel guilty when I think about it again. If only I could talk to her, if only I didn't have to wish for her anymore. But I know that will never go away, or it shouldn't. I don't know what I am talking about now, I guess I will stop it here. I will miss Rachel the Beautiful, I haven't stopped missing you and I think I never will.
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